Post by Seraphim on Sept 14, 2004 23:45:04 GMT -5
So today when I woke up, I hit snooze and went back to sleep. I eventually got up and went to school and was perfectly fine until I left 4th period at which point in time my vision became blury and I felt really light headed, I tried to ignore it but it keep getting worse so I went home. when I got home I took some medicine...like advil or something like that...and tried to sleep, after a few mins I realized I had lost the feeling in my tumb, I again tried to ignore it, but then I started to lose the feeling in my pointer finger as well so I got up and told my mother and as I was talking to her I lost the feeling in the rest of my hand and my lips began to go numb, I was feaking out at this point because I had no idea why I was going numb but I didn't like it one bit, it didn't seem good. so we started to leave and dad kept going back for things, he check to see if he had the insurance card, we got in the car and he went back to get the check book and this whole time the numbness is spreading up my arm and across my face.
so when my dad got out of the car and went back in the house to get his check book I just cried out for God to be with me and hold me and before we even got 1/4 of the way to the hospital, the feeling began to came back and my nerves stedied because I knew God had heard me. I knew that what ever it was, it wasn't going to hurt me so I calmed down and the numbness left. We still went to the hospital and the doctor looked at me and said everything looked alright and the shortness of the incident didn't leave room for the possability of a serious condiction so because we have diabeties (whoa...spelling?) in our family my doctor sent me to get some blood drawn and I went home feeling fine.
Right after my dad got out of the car and went back to get his check book I could feel the numbness going up my arm and I thought "I'm not going to make it to youth tonight" so as I sang on stage tonight it really hit me, I thought, even only for a second that I was going to die, that what ever it was it was going to kill me so I'm really happy to be alive right now even if it was a silly thing no one else would have been affected by. I believe God heard me and I believe God was with me.
I didn't pray because it was what people do on TV or in movies I prayed because I wanted nothing more than for God to hold my hand and I prayed because I knew he would.
I just wanted to share.
so when my dad got out of the car and went back in the house to get his check book I just cried out for God to be with me and hold me and before we even got 1/4 of the way to the hospital, the feeling began to came back and my nerves stedied because I knew God had heard me. I knew that what ever it was, it wasn't going to hurt me so I calmed down and the numbness left. We still went to the hospital and the doctor looked at me and said everything looked alright and the shortness of the incident didn't leave room for the possability of a serious condiction so because we have diabeties (whoa...spelling?) in our family my doctor sent me to get some blood drawn and I went home feeling fine.
Right after my dad got out of the car and went back to get his check book I could feel the numbness going up my arm and I thought "I'm not going to make it to youth tonight" so as I sang on stage tonight it really hit me, I thought, even only for a second that I was going to die, that what ever it was it was going to kill me so I'm really happy to be alive right now even if it was a silly thing no one else would have been affected by. I believe God heard me and I believe God was with me.
I didn't pray because it was what people do on TV or in movies I prayed because I wanted nothing more than for God to hold my hand and I prayed because I knew he would.
I just wanted to share.
