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Post by Lord MIW on Dec 10, 2004 18:05:18 GMT -5
Can you stop with the God ramming thing? I've been reading this, and when she says she doesn't believe, telling her why she should, and saying that 'God loves her' - another slip-up on your behalf - is hardly going to make things better, is it?
If she says she doesn't believe, then instead of trying to use God as an answer, come up with a human-levelled idea of how to help her, comfort her, what not. Spewing out the God lines is not helping anyone.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 10, 2004 18:29:43 GMT -5
see, thats why Im so frustrated....its so hard to get you to see around God...and look at what Im really trying to tell you.....if you would just listen to what I have to say, and not reply with God every single time.....then maybe...just maybe.....you learn something more about me.....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 10, 2004 18:47:16 GMT -5
What am I supposted to tell you? A pretty little lie that will melt away and leave you cold again? Am I supposted to tell you "yeah, evenually if you dont' do anything, it will turn out okay." I'm trying to give you the only think I know will help. I'm trying to tell you that I don't have an answer. I just care. So I'm refering you to the one sorce of my answers because I can't get this answer for you. I want you to go and find it yourself because God wont tell me, but he is telling me to speak so I am. I have no answer outside of God. I love you and want you to be okay, this is the only way I can think to give you comfort. Because you deserve so much more than a temporary solution, you're better than any lie I could tell you. You deserve an embrace from God, the creator of the universe.
I can't help it. This is how I show my love.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 10, 2004 18:51:08 GMT -5
its ok succ....Im used to people not being able to help.....you dont have to help.....like you said, its up to me, not you......let me have a chance to figure it out......I know I can....I just....I dunno.....I dont know where to start.....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 10, 2004 18:54:06 GMT -5
I wish I could help you.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 10, 2004 18:55:29 GMT -5
I dont want you to worry about me....just let whatever happens happen....ok??....trust me with this one.....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 10, 2004 18:59:57 GMT -5
I guess I have no choice. I trust you.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 10, 2004 19:02:53 GMT -5
theres a difference between saying it and meaning it.....I dont want you to worry....so dont....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 10, 2004 19:34:35 GMT -5
I can't help it.
I'm going to worry because the only things I can stop worrying about are the things I place in God's hands but you don't believe in him so I can't trust that will take care of this.
I know its annoying that everything I do involves God and it bugs me that you don't accept it. Not saying you're wrong, I just wish you could be happy. I wish you didn't have to feel so lost and alone. I wish you didn't have to be in so much pain, and until I know your okay I'm going to worry. I'm going to care.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 10, 2004 19:46:00 GMT -5
succ, I know you care......and thats always on my mind when things get tough....I always think of you, and how much you want me to hold on.....I'll never forget....I promise....and as long as I dont forget....Im going to be fine.....you have your own life....dont let my life ruin yours....I dont want that....I want my friends to be happy, even if Im not.....
and your beliefs in God.....they arent annoying to me.....and I feel bad that you thought I didnt accept them this whole time....because I do......I have a great amount of respect for you....for never giving into people......I've learned alot from you.....I've learned to accept people....so I accept you, along with your beliefs.....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 11, 2004 12:08:16 GMT -5
Okay...but I have to figure out how to stop worrying.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 11, 2004 18:10:46 GMT -5
well, first you have to know why your worried......being worried is just like being scared....so, what are you afraid I'll do??......
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 11, 2004 19:40:31 GMT -5
Die.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 11, 2004 19:45:51 GMT -5
ok.....heres the deal.......i promised you I would try....and I meant it......right now, I dont even have my gun......my boyfriend has it....I gave it to him becuase I didnt want to let you down......
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 11, 2004 20:00:19 GMT -5
Okay. That helped.
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