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Post by Seraphim on Mar 13, 2005 16:02:17 GMT -5
So I went and I was working on my motives and heart attitude, but I could hear God speaking to my dear so it was kinda difficult to focus on what God wanted me to get out of it. Maybe He just wanted me to know that He is taking care of it.
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Post by The Weak's End on Mar 14, 2005 6:21:36 GMT -5
Maybe you should stop worrying about Dane...God is gonna take care of it...Worry about yourself, and your life......Just some advice, you dont have to take it...
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Post by Seraphim on Mar 14, 2005 11:16:22 GMT -5
I know this is becoming a major problem. My name is Seraphim and I'm a Dane-aholic.
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Post by The Weak's End on Mar 14, 2005 14:47:59 GMT -5
Well, Id call it Dane-syndrome...but whatever...lol...quit worrying...
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Post by Seraphim on Mar 14, 2005 22:09:24 GMT -5
I've been pretty good about it today. Whatever happens with me and Dane, I'll always have God and He isn't going to fall back into anything. ;D
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Post by The Weak's End on Mar 15, 2005 6:38:26 GMT -5
Please dont trust him with your heat again....He pratically ripped it in two....I cant stand to have you like this....Im used to you being stronger....so its just kinda weird....but anyway....stop worrying and let God take care of it.....
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Post by Seraphim on Mar 15, 2005 11:02:30 GMT -5
I know I am. I still miss him, but I know I don't want to be with him if thats not what God wants because it will be worse then all this has been.
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Post by The Weak's End on Mar 15, 2005 14:54:22 GMT -5
And I dont want you to be with him if hes gonna hurt you...
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Post by Seraphim on Mar 16, 2005 11:01:55 GMT -5
Me either. I realized last night that it is possable for me to let him go. So I did. ;D
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Post by The Weak's End on Mar 16, 2005 16:19:10 GMT -5
Good...Thats what you needed... ;D
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Post by Seraphim on Mar 16, 2005 21:29:05 GMT -5
And then I grabbed onto him again.... Everyday me and I fight over wheither to hold on or let him go. Today the side that says to hold on won. Someday me holding on will mean the world to him or someday I will let go and never bleed again.
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Post by The Weak's End on Mar 16, 2005 22:01:13 GMT -5
*sigh*...you have to live your life...weather hes in it or not.....now, do you wanna live it in pain??....or are you gonna let him go, and be relieved of it all??...
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Post by Lord MIW on Mar 17, 2005 4:56:04 GMT -5
I know I am. I still miss him, but I know I don't want to be with him if thats not what God wants because it will be worse then all this has been. That's what it's like after puppy love my dear, especially if it's after a break-up you didn't particularly want. First love is a trully memorable thing because it's so passionate - as you're discovering. The feelings remind me of my ex, she cheated on me but I was so infatuated that I took her back. She then repeated the treatment twice over. The feelings die, and then for the next few times they'll be reborn. There's no stopping that. You'll think they're your one, and after a few months you may break up and be really sad - but after a few times you mature in the love stakes and become a more experienced, clued-up person. It'll numb down eventually, trust me. Been there.
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Post by Seraphim on Mar 17, 2005 11:08:05 GMT -5
I know all that, thats why it so hard. I'm finding out that I don't want to let go, I dont' want to pictures to fade but I can see them fading anyway. My memories are fading aswell. He doesn't have anyone else, I guess I just don't want to be just another one who gave up on him.
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