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Post by Seraphim on Dec 13, 2004 17:35:32 GMT -5
As long as your not supid about it. Pot doesnt' really bug me that much.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 13, 2004 20:05:17 GMT -5
to be honest, I used to be a druggie....I did heroine, and cocaine....but I quit all that becuase I realized what I was doing to myself.....thats was just last year that I quit that.....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 14, 2004 10:17:10 GMT -5
That's good. See thats the kinda stuff that makes me respect people.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 14, 2004 13:49:46 GMT -5
what??....that I used to be a druggie??.....
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Post by VampireAngelus on Dec 14, 2004 14:26:46 GMT -5
Killin' brain cells is a bad past time. ;D Actually, pot just 'coats' brain cells for awhile. Alcohol kills them.
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 15, 2004 10:17:46 GMT -5
Not that you used to be a druggie but that you quit.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 15, 2004 18:20:14 GMT -5
you respect me because of that??....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 16, 2004 19:57:26 GMT -5
Yeah, I respect people who think enough of themselves to say "hey, I shouldn't be doing this to my self." and are strong enough to do something about it.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 17, 2004 5:37:56 GMT -5
can I ask you something, why does everyone think Im so strong??....Im just curious....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 17, 2004 12:12:53 GMT -5
You just are. Last night I was so upset because it was 2 in the morning and me and my sister had gone to the theater where she works to watch a movie, only she didn't watch the movie, she went to a party with her alcholic friends and she's been drinking alot lately and I was so tired and I had no one to turn to because even though I have a church directory full of numbers of people who dont' even know me, but would do their best to help, no one can help at 2 in the morning, they're sleeping and I was tired of everyone I care about just giving up. Everyone around me that I am trying to hard to help aren't doing anything to help themselves, Dane isn't, susan isn't, my sister isn't, my father isn't, it felt like no one was, but God gave me a little reminder that you are still holding on. You're being strong and that reminder got me to sleep last night. My friends have smaller problems than you, but they can't even get past them, you have begun to get past problems that my friends couldn't even fathom.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 17, 2004 20:06:33 GMT -5
sooo....in the end....my decision helped you??.....wow, I helped someone and I didnt even know it.....
let me tell you something, dont try to help someone who doesnt want help....otherwise your not doing anything but possibly making things worse....sometimes if you just let things go, they fix themselves......loosen your grip on people just a little....maybe your choking them without knowing it.....
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Post by Seraphim on Dec 17, 2004 20:42:33 GMT -5
I don't have them in a death grip. I never talk to my sister about her problems, or my father or susan and I'm lucky I even know dane's problems. I've told my dad how I felt, I've told my sister, I've told susan, I just listened to dane...I just try to remind them that they shouldn't give up and pat them on the back when the succeed.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 17, 2004 20:46:37 GMT -5
thats not what I meant......see, they might not want help......I know that when you first started trying to help me, I didnt listen at all.....then I started to tust you more and I noticed that you were only trying to help......give them time to see that too.....you waited it out with me, you can do it with them too....
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Post by The Awesome One on Dec 17, 2004 21:49:01 GMT -5
I don't like the smell of weed.
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Post by The Weak's End on Dec 18, 2004 7:13:51 GMT -5
I don't like the smell of weed. It doesnt bother me much....obvisuoly...lol...
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