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Apathy
Dec 3, 2004 21:24:12 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Dec 3, 2004 21:24:12 GMT -5
your part of the problem here too....so dont leave just yet....you arent on my nerves as much as she is, but it still bothered me....suicide is no joke, I know that....so dont make it out like its so easy to go through with, like its nothing.....I lost someone very important to me due to suicide....and I'll never forget that day....ever.....I am also aware that suicide is the east way out.....and if I need an easy way....it there.....
but, I use apathy, to help forget about some little things that bother me....so things arent as though as they could be....
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Apathy
Dec 3, 2004 21:28:47 GMT -5
Post by The Awesome One on Dec 3, 2004 21:28:47 GMT -5
I needed to take a piss, geez. But in all seriousness, I never said it was easy, and if it seemed that way I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way, all I meant was that Apathy is better choice than suicide.
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Apathy
Dec 3, 2004 21:33:56 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Dec 3, 2004 21:33:56 GMT -5
I know, sorry I just got a little pissed....
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Apathy
Dec 3, 2004 21:41:44 GMT -5
Post by The Awesome One on Dec 3, 2004 21:41:44 GMT -5
LMAO I just re-read what I said and I can't believe I wrote "I'm easy.". Gonna edit that.
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Apathy
Dec 3, 2004 21:47:15 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Dec 3, 2004 21:47:15 GMT -5
lol...I didnt catch that....dude, I wanna stick around sooo bad, succ just got on....but Im soo tired....oh well...I'll catch up tomarrow.....byez, tell succ I said hi....and that I dont mean to offend her at all....k??...bye Jen
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Apathy
Dec 3, 2004 21:48:30 GMT -5
Post by The Awesome One on Dec 3, 2004 21:48:30 GMT -5
Lol, ok but I think she'll read that eventualy.
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Apathy
Dec 3, 2004 22:00:29 GMT -5
Post by Seraphim on Dec 3, 2004 22:00:29 GMT -5
'Cause I never read my boards... ;D Yeah, it is better than suicide, I'll give you that, but you can't ignore the fact that getting help and facing it and getting it out of the way is even better than that. We live in a world where everyone tears everyone down and we've all forgotten the power we can pull from ourselves (with my beliefs tapping into one's inner strength requires God...but thats all I'll say). We can handel things. Yeah, there are situations that are hard as hell and there are people who believe they can't handle them, but we are not put into situations that we can't handle. There is something within us that can handle every situation, how ever no one ever tells anyone that, so we forget and give up. And Jen, this is going to piss you off, but you have given up on easier things. If you tried harder and didn't buy into the whole "I can't do it" crap, You could handle yourself fine. You can't do anything if you don't believe you can.
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Apathy
Dec 4, 2004 7:22:28 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Dec 4, 2004 7:22:28 GMT -5
succ, honestly, if I did try to deal with whats going on, I'd just end up in the same situation, living with a bunch of people I dont trust.....so even if I do call a hot line....their just gonna stick me in another loony bin, and when i get out of there, I'll end up somewhere else I dont want to be....dont you get it....
I wanna go back to my dad, but I cant because my mom requested a restraining order when I was 12.....I know hes not a bad person......I can feel it, I know he waitng for me to come home.....but I dont know how to make it work....
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Apathy
Dec 4, 2004 14:18:33 GMT -5
Post by Seraphim on Dec 4, 2004 14:18:33 GMT -5
You could end up somewhere you dont' want to be or you could end up somewhere surrounded by people who love you. It won't be bad forever, you have to try. Please.
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Apathy
Dec 4, 2004 14:43:18 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Dec 4, 2004 14:43:18 GMT -5
I dont understand why you want me to do this so bad.....
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Apathy
Dec 4, 2004 15:11:30 GMT -5
Post by The Awesome One on Dec 4, 2004 15:11:30 GMT -5
*sigh* Cuz she cares I guess. I don't really know what this is about but, I dunno. Personally, I wouldn't get help, I deal with things on my own. I've been like that since day 1 and I've learned to be like that. Depends on what you want Jen, you'll make the right choice I know that.
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Apathy
Dec 4, 2004 19:35:57 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Dec 4, 2004 19:35:57 GMT -5
yea, the only problem is, I cant decide.....
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Apathy
Dec 4, 2004 22:26:56 GMT -5
Post by Seraphim on Dec 4, 2004 22:26:56 GMT -5
Jen, I don't know what I'll do if you don't post on monday, but just go about my day isn't an option.
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Apathy
Dec 5, 2004 19:54:12 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Dec 5, 2004 19:54:12 GMT -5
well 2 things could happen tonight.....either i could end this the easy way....or I could end this the right way.....Im holding on for you....but I dont know how long it'll last...I cant promise anything....
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Apathy
Dec 5, 2004 22:09:12 GMT -5
Post by The Awesome One on Dec 5, 2004 22:09:12 GMT -5
Succ, Jen wanted me to tell you that she's not gonna off herself today so don't worry.
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