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Apr 24, 2005 19:58:44 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Apr 24, 2005 19:58:44 GMT -5
I dont know what...but I dont like it...
things arent going so well right now...If i could pick out each emotion Im feeling right now, put them in order by the extent I feel them to...I would...but I cant...
I hate this, I know Im close to losing someone, someone I cant live without...
I need someone, anyone...I need someone to understand...but I've learned thats close to impossible...so I guess this thread is pretty much pointless...but yet Im doing it anyway...
Just...do whatever...I dont really care...bye
-Jen
I hope to God that this is going to end up ok in the end...
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Apr 25, 2005 22:43:55 GMT -5
Post by Seraphim on Apr 25, 2005 22:43:55 GMT -5
Hang in there girl, you can do it.
Stand or fall, you know how to stand.
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Apr 26, 2005 5:38:35 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Apr 26, 2005 5:38:35 GMT -5
I do, but I keep getting knocked over by over welming(sp?) bumps in the road...
I dont understand why its always me...
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Apr 26, 2005 10:57:57 GMT -5
Post by Seraphim on Apr 26, 2005 10:57:57 GMT -5
Trials make us stronger the way droughts give trees deeper root systems, giving them more strength through storms.
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Apr 26, 2005 13:50:53 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Apr 26, 2005 13:50:53 GMT -5
Im no tree, but Im dying of dehydration because my root system cant grow, ive taken in what I can, the rest just bounces off leaving a painful wound too large to deal with...
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Apr 27, 2005 18:14:06 GMT -5
Post by Seraphim on Apr 27, 2005 18:14:06 GMT -5
There is nothing so bad that the human spirt can not over come. You can do this Jen. I've seen you do it before.
What are the bumps in the road? If you don't want to tell me I understand, but the more specific I can pray the better.
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Apr 27, 2005 19:41:07 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Apr 27, 2005 19:41:07 GMT -5
I emailed you...didnt give you every single detail...but the rest I can do here...
plus whats in that e-mail, a moments notice is pretty much over....jess left, matt dosent talk to me...and eric...well, hes the same as me....
I have nothing....literally...
jess was like the mother I never had, and eric and matt took care of me just as much...eric still trys, but hes not doing so well himself....
everythings falling apart and theres nothing I can do to fix it....nothing...
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Apr 29, 2005 12:33:49 GMT -5
Post by The Awesome One on Apr 29, 2005 12:33:49 GMT -5
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Apr 30, 2005 21:16:36 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on Apr 30, 2005 21:16:36 GMT -5
... I'm caught in the wake, of a huge mistake, and thats just so hard for me to take. But please. Dont worry. I wrote that last night, its part of a whole song, but Im too tired to type it out... You taught me that no matter how bad some things can get, theres always an opposite.... theres an opposite to these bad feelings...I just have to find it... and if it takes me my whole life to find it, then fine, at least I cant say that my life was wasted...
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May 1, 2005 16:02:57 GMT -5
Post by Seraphim on May 1, 2005 16:02:57 GMT -5
You go girl. You're a fighter, you can beat this.
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May 1, 2005 17:18:53 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on May 1, 2005 17:18:53 GMT -5
Id never be this strong if it wasnt for you pushing me...Im lucky to have you...
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May 2, 2005 22:50:43 GMT -5
Post by Seraphim on May 2, 2005 22:50:43 GMT -5
I'm pushing because God told me I should and that it would work. God gave me my love for you, and my concern for you and he also gave me the words to speak to you.
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May 3, 2005 10:11:51 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on May 3, 2005 10:11:51 GMT -5
Well, God was right...
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May 3, 2005 12:21:48 GMT -5
Post by The Awesome One on May 3, 2005 12:21:48 GMT -5
Yeah, youll get through this, no worries.
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May 3, 2005 18:48:07 GMT -5
Post by The Weak's End on May 3, 2005 18:48:07 GMT -5
your e-mail killed me....
and uh...I just want you guys to know that, I picked an old bad habit up again....you both know what I mean...at least I think you do anyway...
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